Tuesday, August 11, 2015

School Year 2015

It's that time of year again. The boys are starting another year of school. The tears start to build up and my throat gets all hoarse. I'm proud of each of them. I know they are growing. It's the simple fact that this... this is a tangible way of seeing that growth. Knowing that yes, they will always be my babies but not, all at the same time.

I remember the first day of school. Every year my Mom would cry. She'd take us to the bus stop and cry and wave and hug herself. I was always so embarrassed, just like all the other kids with their mom. And now. Now friends, I am that Mom. I drive my kids to school and wave and hug myself. I high-fived myself mentally for making it out of the drop off line before the tears started streaming down last year. I also forgot to wear waterproof mascara. I definitely scared some of the kids waiting for the bus. That at the time, and a little now, made me laugh. Then I started crying more.

My hubby, told me that every year it would get a little bit easier. I'm totally throwing the BS flag on that. I know the boys are in good hands. I know that they can't really get that lost, yeah there is a story behind that. I know the littlest will have big brother(s) to protect and guide him. It's not any of that. It's the growing up. It's the letting go. It's the little baby that I still see being rocked to sleep. It's seeing my little boy by a hug building with a backpack on that weighs more than him waving goodbye to me.

Letting go of the most precious gift I have ever been given. Letting go of trying to protect them each from the fears and worries that they have for the year. Maybe I have been watching Disney movies to much, specifically 'Frozen'. Let It Go!

So this year. I will remember to wear waterproof everything, or maybe just ditch the makeup. I will smile and hug the day and put on that brave face for the boys. I will not call the school to find out if they are okay. The boys not the school. I will remember the struggles that I had and thank God I have boys and not girls. Girls are meeeean. I will say a prayer, send good vibes, do a happy dance for all those teachers that will play a part in our children's education.

Rian
My teacher’s name is:  Mrs. R
Grade:  Kindergarten
My school’s name is:  :)
My favorite color is: Black
My favorite food is:  Banana or watermelon
My favorite book is:  Toad and Frog
My favorite song is:  Let it Go
I want to be a: Doctor
Things I’d like to learn:  Math skills
My favorite subject is:  Art
My favorite movie is:  Frozen
I’m most excited about: That I got Mrs. R
My favorite sport is:  Baseball

Louis 
My teacher’s name is: Ms B
Grade:  3rd
My school’s name is: :)
My favorite color is: Green
My favorite food is:  That's a tough one... Spicy chicken
My favorite book is: One fish, two fish, red fish, blue fish
My favorite song is: Cruise
I want to be a: Artist
Things I’d like to learn:  How to make a fortune cookie... like origami.
My favorite subject is: Art
My favorite movie is: Transformers
I’m most excited about: My new teacher and making new friends.
My favorite sport is:  Baseball

Samual
My teacher’s name is: Ms G
Grade: 4th
My school’s name is:  :)
My favorite color is: Orange
My favorite food is: Meatloaf
My favorite book is: Diary of a Wimpy Kid series
My favorite song is: My Ant Came Back
I want to be a: Farmer, Fire fighter, Yarn shop owner, Veterinarian
Things I’d like to learn: More information about animals and how to take care of them.
My favorite subject is: Art
My favorite movie is: Pokemon the movie
I’m most excited about: See my friends
My favorite sport is: Baseball


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